I cheated on my former husband and cleaned him out in our divorce. I have dated and slept with half the town I live in. I broke up my boyfriends previous cohabitation relationship so I could have him. Now I stalk and spy on my boyfriend to the point that I told his mother what a w***e she is so she would leave us alone. I have problems and need help. I am a public figure an EMT for the local fire dept. I shouldn’t act like this. G*d help my behaviors and those I hurt.